wish i did. i still don’t know what to take at school. i’m signed up for accounting classes but my mother told me to drop the classes so she can get a refund if i don’t want to do it. i just don’t want to do something boring, and something i have no urge to do. theres no passion in numbers. i’m just good at it. if you know me, you know that art and music is my passion. creativity is my middle name, so it only makes sense that i do something creative right? no one can convince me their direction for me is the right direction for me. i have plenty of people saying “do what makes you happy,” then theres other people saying “you have to do something to support yourself. you can just do art on the side as a hobby.” so wtf. i don’t know which answer is the RIGHT answer. do i pursue my real dream and passion and hope it gets me somewhere? or do i do something i’m not interested in because i know theres a market for it? well, well.
i wrote that awhile ago in a journal and just found it. i feel the same so i posted it here. it was before i started my classes. going into this semester i was excited. i was finally going somewhere. its about 2 months in and guess which class is my least favorite!? accounting. my favorite class is business law. the other 2 classes are basic pc literacy [which blows] and personal finance [which is sorta cool, cause its a night class all about managing your money].
fuck accounting homework! i think i’ve basically decided to get out of the accounting program. i’m not like my mom so why did i ever think i could do the same thing she does?
afp will be preforming live at the metro cafe in downtown raleigh. its supposed to be packed, and i assume they’re going to stop letting people in. kendall and i are passing out free demos and after the show you can get your picture taken with the group. this one girl is supposed to come who’s got beef with me…which is aggravating. i’m hoping tonight goes alright. i’m not trying to get into a fight.
ima get this bread cheese; pasta fettuccine.
